jesslin; i don't know what to say about this, but first, please accept my apologies.

while you take another few days off to cool down, i just want you to know that it really is a misunderstanding..


you might feel i am not trusting you enough, as consequences seem to show, i am sorry, if i had really made you feel this way. i hope you'll trust me in what i say in this post, as it is the real truth. of course it wouldn't be detailed, after all, i won't want everybody to know what happened ;)


firstly, i would really like to say, nobody really is to be blamed for this, and i do not hope for this to go on like that. i feel weird in school not talking to you, and not calling you laogong, and going down to recess with you. and, although you probably won't believe me yet, it is not that i don't trust you, its just that so many things, so many people talking to me at the same time, the things that "cannot be told" and "can be told" are confusing me so much lately.
its been weird, where everybody seemed to be talking behind your backs, and with these things going on, i've been mixing up with people whom i can trust, and not.

I would like to say, however, that this actually isin't what you think it is, pardon me if this offends you, but i seriously did not know it wasn't you, as somebody told me that it was you who actually said that. ohwell, at this point of time, you might probably say "but you should have trusted me in the first place" something like that, but seriously, if someone had been telling me something, it would be, rather difficult to not have a single doubt, afterall, you were one of the two who knows it. no offence to you again, and yes, i'm sorry i didn't trust you much enough, after having known you for more than a year. yes, i should have known better than this, and nothing like this has happened to me for around two years, and i think you would feel this way too: it feels very weird, very, to be avoiding each other, even if it was just for a day.

well, i might admit, i can't really do anything just yet, for you to think i'll trust you once again, but hopefully, we can mend this as soon as possible? i won't say more, and sorry once again, i've already deleted that post, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

Emma.


oh well, hello everyone.


no choir today, but we've still got loads and loads of homework, ahh!


and today in history was not nice. =X

me, alicia and someother people in the class were made to copy the whole of the exercise 4!

for me and alicia, we did not do 2 pages, as we didn't know we must do it! ahh! just because of that, we were punished along with the other people in our class, and i'm sure there are still loads of people like us, who just did not finish everything, although having done most. ahh! this copying-the-workbook thingy should be abolished! lol.



okok, i won't type more. i've not eaten my lunch, and its already five pm!


byebye people, and hello homework.